After becoming a minister, I could see him changing. He was more vocal in public space. He availed every opportunity to be in the news, be it in TV or in print or digital media. His WhatsApp was also active. His Twitter feed and other social media activity was immediately mass circulated. I could sense that he was out to promote himself. He was willingly taking a nationalist position in the party, be it on the Pathankot episode with calling Modi an ISI agent, or openly embarrassing Mehbooba Mufti, the Chief Minister of J&K, over her stand on the hanging of Afzal Guru at a public function. Within the party there were murmurs that he was taking too much liberty but it was treated as little childish. Now we know he was not naive, he was using every opportunity to promote himself for something bigger. It was not the reflections of a "self-confessed-revolutionary" who pretended he was making big sacrifices for the anti-corruption movement, and said he was not in politics for power or post but to change the system and follow the path of Arvind Kejriwal.
But that day, his transformation was very sudden, completely unpredictable, beyond our wildest imaginations. Deputy Chief Minister Manish Sisodia called to inform that he was being dropped from the cabinet on the night of May 4. His face fell. He threatened that he would finish Arvind Kejriwal, his politics and he would "see to it that Arvind lands in jail". Manish was stunned. He did not know how to react. The message was clear. I don't know if he spoke to someone when he went out after being told about his ouster from the cabinet, or if it was the reaction of a man who could not take the shock of not being a minister anymore. But his diatribe the very next day was threatening. His allegations that Arvind had received two crores from Satyendra Jain, another minister, in his presence at the Chief Minister's residence is too bizarre, too surreal, an accusation from a different planet.

Kapil Mishra has alleged that Satyendar Jain gave Rs 2 crore to Chief Minister Arvind Kejriwal at the latter's home
But then that is politics, that is why people don't enter to politics and that is why politics is referred to as the last refuge of the scoundrels.
I am convinced that in this game of treachery, Kapil is not alone. I am convinced that he is being backed by the most powerful forces who have been trying to tarnish the image of Arvind and AAP since we formed the government. The BJP government at the centre has not left a single opportunity to strangle the AAP government.
Kapil claims he was at the Chief Minister's home when the bribe was given, but cannot explain the exact time of his visit. The Chief Minister and Satyendra Jain's schedules are in the public domain and every second is accounted for. One can easily find out when and where they met and in whose company. CCTV cameras are installed in every corner of the Chief Minister's residence, it can be most comfortably found out when and what time Kapil arrived. The fact is that on the stated date he had not gone there at all. The day after he was sacked, he attended two meetings at the Chief Minister's residence. One was during the day and another was in the evening along with other party colleagues and MLAs. He did not have a one-on-one or any private meeting with the Chief Minister. These are all verifiable facts. All records are available for any investigating agencies. By some quirk of fate, even Satyendra Jain did not visit the Chief Minister's residence on the stated date of "so-called meeting".

AAP has accused Kapil Mishra of making "baseless and wild allegations" after being sacked as minister
At this point, it is imperative to ask the most obvious questions - why was he silent for so long considering he was a cabinet minister and an MLA and an active member of the party? Why didn't he raise these charges earlier - at a party forum ever or outside? How did he become so "pure" when he was sacked from the cabinet? And why does the media take such a person - who did not show any moral courage when he was in cabinet - so seriously? Why are his words taken as gospel truth by the media when, except for oral accusations, he has not provided any evidence?
Now I have serious doubts about his sudden outburst being momentary insanity but I am sure that it is part of a larger design, a bigger game plan and a conspiracy to destabilize the AAP government. During the municipal corporation elections, everywhere I went, I met angry supporters and volunteers complaining about the sudden drop in the quality of water management. Water management has been one of the main achievements of the AAP government. Such complaints were immediately raised with him, but the situation only worsened day after day. There was no improvement. Why? Was it done deliberately by him to impact AAP's election fortunes? Was he hell bent on sabotage? Was he acting at the behest of the BJP? Or someone more powerful one? Was he lured with promises of bigger and better things by the BJP like so many other turncoats in other states?
I know that the coming months are very crucial. Even more sinister things will happen. Every attempt will be made to finish AAP as an idea and the government as a structure. People like Kapil are just pawns. Someone else is the ringmaster. Nonetheless such battles make us stronger and confirms our resolves that fight against corruption is not easy; aag ka dariya hai, doob ke jaana hai.
(Ashutosh joined the Aam Aadmi Party in January 2014.)
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