Aleszu Bajak The Washington Post

"I hate myself, and my brain," Pam Tusiani wrote in her journal while under 24-hour watch on the fourth-floor psychiatric ward of Baltimore's Johns Hopkins Hospital. "Nothing is worse than this disease."

"I hate myself, and my brain," Pam Tusiani wrote in her journal while under 24-hour watch on the fourth-floor psychiatric ward of Baltimore's Johns Hopkins Hospital. "Nothing is worse than this disease."